Sunday, February 6, 2011
So.....How are Those Working Out for You?
I usually don't make them. I am not the type to make to usual "I wanna lose weight" resolution or the "I am gonna manage my money better" or "I am gonna spend more time with the fam" resolutions.
But.....I did make one this year.
Yeah, I made a resolution this year to be more forgiving, more understanding, less critical and to be a better person all the way around.
So how is that working you may ask.....
Well, not so great. I mean, I look at the last post I made and I think to myself........that was not very nice of you, Amber. BUT IN MY DEFENSE, other than to let it out here, I have never said anything to anyone about that kid being so ugly.
SEE, now I am being mean again.
Oye vey, this is gonna be hard.
I really had every intention to go through with this resolution. Shit, I even had a dream in which I forgave Judas for being such a c**t. YEAH, I DID!! I even woke up and felt really good.
Then I went to work and saw her and got pissed off all over again.
Does this mean that I have forgiven her unconsciously, and my conscience mind just hasn't caught up yet?
I guess I still need to work on the forgiveness thing.
I will keep y'all posted on that.
Oh, and just to let y'all know, my Uncle Bill is doing really really well. He is in a rehabilitation facility and we are preparing his home for his return. He is almost half way done with the chemo and they have him on a regimen of antibiotics for the "foreign" infection in his legs and he is doing lots and lots or physical therapy to walk again. It will be no time before he will be out on his backhoe working with Sweet Joshua again. And I know that Joshua will just be over the moon happy when that happens.
Well, Sweet Joshua and I are going to be spending the evening with my mother, and we have something really really cool planned. I am not gonna tell you what it is right now, but I will let it be a surprise for my next post.
Until then lovers.